Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Solution of my mysteries

Mysteries come in a locked box and only one person that comes to your life has the key, now it is up to you whether you show him the box and ask for the key or not. My box has has been recently unlocked  by my best friend because I had the courage and belief to show it. I think I was the lucky one in this matter.

I know what I want in from my self and how to achieve it. I know where the God will take me to. On this note I think the God only sent him to me after reading my previous blog. Truly there exists some hidden powers and forces which we call God.
Today I got the opportunity to solve the greatest doubt I had i.e. what is it that make our future is it the karma or the luck or is it both.The actual answer is our own deeds and karma make our future surely but with the consent of God. Not everyone devoted to karma gets success because there's something else waiting for him. God chooses what's best for us and what is expected of us is to trust him and continue doing our work. Whether we admit it or not results are beyond our control so why not stop thinking about it or at least try and let God do that for us. We being humans always desire for the end result of all our efforts and work, natural and that's what drive us to work hard also and that is the only positive energy. If still the work is not done leave it may be something better than this is there for you in store.
All this might not help me a lot but atleast it will reduce the negative in me. Atleast it will reduce my worries.
I am happy with all the teachings I got from my lovely bestest friend. This friend seem like a God messenger to me in times of sadness.  Thank you god for sending him to earth for me.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

My unindentified desires

What do I want from my life? Do I know about it? Am I clear about it. I don't know. I am just too confused and dissatisfied with my life. I think I just wasted 23 years of my life doing nothing and now I don'y know what I am looking for. This is such a messy situation dear god! Is this the situation with me or there are any other like me. If there are I would certainly like to meet them and clear away my doubts.

Few months earlier I thought my life is taking me to the exact path I wanted to but what do I exactly wanted? I think I want to be the happiest of all or do I want the money or do I want friends and family. Firstly I want to know what is the core of life, what makes it and what are the essential ingredients that make it up. May be then I will decide what I want.
I wonder who can answer all my questions or am i asking the correct questions. I have heard a lot of times from my elders that it is not the humans that decide it is god and he has already written our destiny; then why is a human punished for his crimes as it is god who drove him towards doing that. And then why it is said that we have to bear the fruit of all our deeds on this planet earth only. Why bother us for a deed already done if we are mere puppets of gods.
I think everyone here are like me only formulating there own sayings and words according to the situation, so unclear and foolish. At least I know that I am confused but they even don't know this. Finally I found at least a thing that I am clear about.