Coronavirus Lockdown India - 1

Life these days, is no less than a Hollywood movie script. Coronavirus named monster has taken over the world. Already engulfed 189 countries in the world so far. This is what today's world stats look like -

India counts at 396 cases so far & 7 deaths. We have been working from home from past 12 days. The entire state is under lock down till 31st March 2020. Yesterday we had our first curfew because of the disease (and first of my life).

Let me talk about how the life has been so far with this Coronavirus in last 2.5 months.

It all started with news about some contagious disease that originated from Wuhan, China in January (sometime before Chinese New Year). At that time nobody thought that it would effect life outside China so much. Working in Flipkart (Walmart company in India) we started getting request from Walmart officials to stop all online sales of masks and export them to China. We were in the process of doing exactly that when Indian government put a ban on export of masks and hand sanitizer. Honestly that was the day it hit me. Damn! we could be effected as well.

India Coronavirus cases

January 30th 2020 - India detected first case of Coronavirus in Kerala. Then 2 more cases on Feb 2nd & Feb 3rd 2020. All 3 in Kerala. We did not worry so much as Kerala has always been notorious for importing all exotic diseases. No new cases for a month after that. During this time, India started air lifting its citizens from all over the world. We kept hearing about countries like Italy, Iran, Japan, South Korea, USA, Spain getting badly hit by the virus. Kim Jong Un shooting one Coronavirus patient found in North Korea. The entire ship 'Diamond Princess' stranded between the Ocean and all 760 people infected with virus. China kept under reporting their numbers as usual. These days all we watch is news about #Coronavirus

Corona wave hit India on March 2nd 2020 - 2 new cases then 3 new cases next day and it has not stopped since then. Prime Minister announced One day Curfew #JantaCurfew as a trial for lock down few days back. Lock down was yesterday.

Lol! A small meme that I saw on Twitter yesterday.

Yesterday morning seemed like a silence before the storm but with a little music. The surroundings were so peaceful (because nobody was allowed to go outside) that I could hear birds chirping the entire day (which is so unusual in Bangalore). Animals must be wondering where did all these humans go?

It was all so peaceful until 5pm. That's when the Prime Minister has asked us to clap/show appreciation for all the people who are risking their lives to protect the entire population which includes all the health workers, police men, delivery guys, cleaners basically everybody who cannot stay at home. I saw all Indians united for the first time at 5 pm. People were there in their balconies clapping. There was no religion, no political agenda, just one motive - Appreciation and thanks. It was a very emotional moment. I had to literally hold my tears. For the first time I felt this country as one.

Corona doing some good so far.

Gender Equality? How far are we?

Ever faced gender discrimination at work? I believe every girl does at some point or the other. Statements made as a joke or judging the capability to promote or questioning the time management to balance family and work or just rejection of female candidates despite their skill sets - to state a few. Most of the incidents are never reported because after all who wants to risk their career for something that does not impact them

What is the point of celebrating Women's Day when the companies are unable to incorporate the true value of it? The celebration is mostly like a checkmark in the list of annual events.

India has only 3% of women in leadership. Seems correct! After all only very few women get all perfect conditions to pass through the funnel of hardships and discriminations that starts from birth.
1. Yay! A girl is allowed to be born and see this world
2. She gets the opportunity to get primary education (70% female literacy rate, 82% male literacy rate)
3. She is allowed to pursue higher education
4. She is allowed to pursue a career by her parents (27% female workforce in India. World average is 48%)
5. She is allowed to pursue a career by her husband & in-laws
6. She gets support from family to continue the career post-childbirth
7. Makes her way through this cruel gender-biased corporate life

These thoughts might seem feminist to a lot of people but these are some of the struggles that all women go through. We need society education at all of these above steps to help women grow. We are not just loosing as a society in terms of values but also monetarily. As more and more women join the workforce they will contribute to India's GDP and family income.

Bengali New Year

New year, new dreams and new hopes. Every coming year makes me evaluate the passing one and make plans for the new one.

I would not say 2017 was a great year. It was not bad either. Few good things happened in life but nothing to be proud of. The best thing that happened was that I improved my relations with my mom and the best thing that I did was that J finally joined the gym.

I spent this New Years in the wonderful city - Kolkata. The city and its people are quite unusual than rest of India. They believing in appreciating the family, and enjoy each occasion that can remotely recall for a celebration. They love travelling. But most of all they love their food. I think love would be an understatement though, people here live to eat.

I was visiting family and we decided to walk to Kalighat temple on New Years eve. Across the span of 1km, there were around 20 parties with loud music of all sorts - "Deepacito" to "Chalti hai kya 9 se 12" to "Saat samandar paar". Every 4th house had full size woofers and made sure everybody knew they are celebrating. I have never seen such enthusiasm in any other city. Overjoyed (and slightly deaf by loud music) we decided to go to Park Street (it's the place where all youngsters go). Streets were jam packed with people to see the lighting on the road. Restaurants had hours of waiting list. This was Kolkata during festive season - joyous and excited.

Normal day Kolkata - the metro starts at 7:30am and close by 10pm. Offices close early. People take break for hours during lunch to enjoy their meals, an occasional 'puchka' on stalls outside their offices. In my life I have never seen so many elderly men on puchka and momo stalls.

I love the peace and work life balance that the people in this city have. They are clear on their priorities in life and enjoy life to the fullest.

Love the city. Kolkata! Looking forward to be back soon. :)

You taught me a lot. This 2018, I pledge to prioritize things in my life.

Poem dedicated to me by my would be

जब से गई हो तुम

कुछ बदला तो नहीं
लेकिन सब बदल सा गया है

Coffee में जितनी भी शक्कर डाल दूँ
अलसाहट दूर नहीं होती

चाय वाला रोज़ तुम्हे देख कर खुश हो जाता था
पता नहीं क्यों अब नहीं मुस्कुराता

वो 5 flavour वाला पानी पूड़ी वाला
उसके सारे flavour फीके से हो गए हैं

वो रात को टहलना
तुम्हारे बिना सज़ा सा लगता है

Lake जिसे देख कर तुम्हे शान्ति मिलती है
वो पता नहीं क्यों सूखने सी लगी है

पिल्ले जिन्हें तुम मुझसे रोज़ लड़ के parle g खिलाती हो
अब parle g से उभ गए हैं

वो पीपल जिसे तुम पानी डालने जाती हो
सूखता जा रहा है

वो वक़्त जब तुम रोज़ मिलने आती थी मुझसे
बेमाना सा हो गया है

घडी में बस टाइम बदल रहा है
जीवन में समय नहीं बदल रहा

आ जाओ की किसी को हंसी मिल जाये किसी को स्वाद
किसी को सुख मिल जाये तो किसी को चैन

आ जाओ की मुझे तुम मिल जाओ

और मैं, मैं जैसा हो जाऊं ।

Independent or dependent on servants

Women should be treated equal to men... women of this age are independent.. + 10 other feminist views that all of us (or at least I) have educated at some point of time. But do we really understand what it truly means? Somewhere between all this hype around feminism modern generation women have taken things differently. We feel much more powerful (and more = man) when we perform in a work environment but feel shameful when its a household task. I have seen many who doesn’t even know basic things like cutting a fruit or making tea. The worst thing is they feel proud about it. Why not they are so called “Working independent women” and there are lot of services available in the market who will take care of all these basic necessities “if you are ready to spend”. Big basket will deliver freshly cut fruits and vegetables, Swiggy will deliver cooked food, housejoy can send people to clean your house and what not. These startups have tapped into the right market of laziness and arrogance.

I am not saying that only women are expected to know household stuff. These skills are equally important for male and female to survive alone. I remember my father always helping out my mom whether it be cooking food or washing clothes (because my mom had 4 kids to take care of). When my father got transferred to a village, my mother stayed back in Kota for 15 years so that she can make 4 IITians out of us. All this was possible only because my father knew how to take care of himself without being dependent on anybody. This is called being an Independent person. We cannot call ourselves “Independent” when we are so much dependent on others to do the task for us.

There are characteristics of a women that differentiates them from men. And one of them is the nurturing nature. All mom/ghar ki yaad videos get a lot of attention these days but have we ever thought how our kids will deal with daily stuff when we are so much “Dependent” on our servants.

Big Data and all the hype behind it

Big Data – the biggest big deal created after internet and mobile, and the year 2014 – the year when many companies will be reaping the benefits of high investment they did in this data analytics in 2013. Big data has become like a basic necessity for most of the companies like LinkedIn, Google and Facebook these days but it is not only these big brand companies that are utilizing it. Recently I read an article about how even a used car auction company, Manheim is using big data to decide on its selling price and the target customers. It really amazes me how big data has become a mandatory investment in some of the industries just like setting up a telephone connection or creating a website.
What are the reasons that led to such massive data generation? The simple reasons – technology. With the easy access to internet people have readily available facts about almost everything. There are people who use this knowledge and hence there are people who are producing and making this knowledge available. Everything can be now used to generate data with the onset of Internet of Things, cloud computing and mobile phones. Past 2 years has been like tsunami of data generation. In fact, the world generated 90% of the total world’s data in last 2 years and is estimated to produce 300 times more data by 2020 than we had in 2005
What is the impact of so much data lying around? Data scientists around the world have already started using this data in lot of money generating and useful applications. However, there is lot more to come. If we go by the trend right now, we can say that big data will become the inseparable part of most industry operations. As more and more companies will see benefits in utilizing the data, more technologies will be developed to harness the data. However, the important point in future about big data will not be just to utilize it, it will be more about making sense out of it. The data is not just about the volume, variety and velocity with which it is produced, but about the value that it can create.
How big data can be used? It can be used almost anywhere and everywhere provided we know how.
 Manufacturing industries can use it to determine the best suppliers, improve production efficiencies and understand the customer demand
 Advertisement agencies can use it to design a more effective ad campaign, select the right time slots on television or right magazines and targeting right customers
 Pharmaceutical companies can use it to determine their key market, improve efficiency of R & D and testing processes and selecting right customers (Of course!)
 Nike can use it to stock in right clothes/shoes in the shop and while deciding on the discount offers to give customers
 Telecom industry can use data to decide on the data packs, call rates and deals, and to extract all the buyer surplus while giving out the offers to customers
These are only few examples of big industries but big data can also be used by small industries like a bakery, grocery store or a salon. Big data is definitely a key to increasing competitiveness and productivity. However, we also know that ‘If it was that easy, everybody would have done it’. It’s not that easy obviously. The data is massive (as I said earlier) but we need to know firstly, the exact question that we want to figure out  the right subset of the data set that need to be analyzed to get that
answer  the value that will be generated from that answer  the money that we need to invest to conduct the analysis  Is all that investment > the value generated from the data.
But excess of everything is bad! So what are the drawbacks of this massive datafication? The answer is “Many Social and Privacy threats”. Big data means large data and when this data is collected people often do not know what means are used and how this information will be used. For example, a collected at a super market can be further used by store manager to know how much time you spend in a super market. This information can be further used by the online stores or by the thieves. You can never know. Big data can also increase social stratification in society as it gives more means of knowing the information to the richer section as opposed to poor section who do not have access to all the information. As we say in economics – In case of asymmetric information, the one with the higher information is always benefited. Further the datafication is leading to increased cybercrime. Recently a smart refrigerator that could automatically connect to internet was hacked and used to send lot of spam messages. This is just an example but if we keep on connecting everything to the internet, just to satisfy our urge to create more and more data every second, we could lead ourselves more harm than good in future.
Apart from social and privacy impacts, the data also have some technical drawbacks. Firstly, the data is massive so lot has to be invested in assimilating and storing it. Secondly, the current analysis techniques like simulation and optimization can often produce misleading results with the big data. For example, there are lot of parameters in the data and sometimes normal simulation techniques can lead to false correlation between parameters. Hence, the companies can be at high risk of taking the wrong decision based on the data. Before utilizing the data the need is to understand the analysis methods and to take the decision only after weighing it with the actual business scenarios and not just on the numbers.
In conclusion big data is a source of all hidden and non-hidden information. Information leads to good and better decision making in any given constraints, better decisions lead to best results, be it related to world, business, politics and social life, poverty eradication, selling or buying.

New life - I don't know good or bad. Ni hao Shanghai

After struggling with my frustrating life for about an year I finally got admit to one of the prestigious MBA institutes and here I am at my first stop at Shanghai. I had my own apprehensions when I made my decision to finally leave my country INDIA (which I love too much). I was scared and depressed about leaving friends and family behind but at the same time I was too excited to start this new life. After all to visit places outside India was my dream since I was 10 so it was kind of super big thing for me. As the day to leave country was coming closer my fears were getting stronger and stronger but since the fee was already payed so there was no turning back now. 

My parents came to leave me at the airport. I sat in the plane and 6 hours later I could see Shanghai from above the clouds, It was around 8 pm in China. The city looked huge and sparkled like it does in India on Diwali. I got an adrenalin rush. A Chinese family came to pick us up. 

So this is how it feels in a foreign land where you do not any one. Super scary and exciting at the same time! Next day I woke up early because I have to go to the college for registration and other formalities. Got dressed and left the dormitory. The road were filled with Chinese people talking to each other in Mandarin, of which I could not even catch a word. The streets had name plates in Chinese. God! this is weird. Somehow one of my colleague and I reached the building. We tried to stop some people in the way to ask about the way but no one knew English. Chinese have really preserved and protected their culture from the outside environment. Its amazing that they use Chinese everywhere at work, home, public places and at schools. 

The first day in China and I have already started learning mandarin because its a must thing because need it even if you have to buy water. So 'Zaijian' now. I will keep updating my blog and my survival story in Shanghai.  

ज़िदगी और उड़ान

ज़िदगी में बहुत से लोग मिलेंगे
कुछ संग कुछ छोड़ चलेंगे
सपने सजेंगे और उम्मीदें टूटेंगी
पर क्या ये ज़िन्दगी इसी क सहारे थम जाएगी?
ज़िन्दगी तो एक मस्त परिंदा है
हकीक़त सुहानी या सपने बेगाने
ये फैसला तो बस हम ही को निभाना है
और इसी ज़िन्दगी के संग पंख फेलाए उड़ते चले जाना है
                                                      --- अंकिता

Old things but with a new perspective - 3

An old lady sitting by my side in the park was turning back again and again, and was searching for the society guard. She looked like a smart and beautiful woman. I strongly felt like talking to her and I did. She told me that she lives alone in an apartment in this society. Her husband died 3 years back and now she has blood cancer. I had tears in my eyes the moment I heard that and was also shocked because while talking to her I never felt like she had any regrets with life or God. She was in fact a very lively person and reminded me of my grandmother who passed away few days ago also of cancer. We talked for a while and then she left after inviting me to her place to play Ludo with her. She left me thinking. The woman has seen so much in her life, been through so much and after 75 years of her life she was alone but not sad. She had no son but 4 daughters and she was very proud of all of therm. I could see her eyes beaming with proud when she was telling me about their accomplishments and how well they took care of her. I wonder will I be that happy and proud at her age. I wish I am. I would do anything to get that satisfaction and patience out of my life.

Old things but with a new perspective - 2

Feeling super bored at home, I decide to take a little walk and noticed a lady with a child in her arms. As I got closer to them, I heard the lady teaching Humpty Dumpty. All the childhood memories came rushing back to me just then. It was refreshing moment that lifted my mood. Childhood was so easy. Unlike adulthood, being happy used to be an effortless thing then. I realized that this should not be that difficult  again so why not give it a try. And here I am, trying to be happy and lovable. 

Old things but with a new perspective - 1

Returning back from office after a long and tiring day, sitting in office cab, watching moon in one of the cold Delhi winter night, I realized that just like this beautiful moon, nothing is stationary in this world. Nothing at all is going to stay forever. So why worry about what has passed away, why worry about people who left. I forgive you sweetie. I forgive you but before leaving can you please just let me know whether you are leaving  me for my sun or my night. 

Kelly Clarkson - Stronger

I can't resist sharing such awesome lyrics on the blog. Really really loved the song. The song is so inspirational.

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want

You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on over you

You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You tried to break me, but you see

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking bout me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Love yourself and the world will love you

Watched the movie English Vinglish today. Awesome movie. New concept and beautiful Sridevi make this movie worth watching. One great thing I learnt from the movie is - Until you start loving yourself or until you feel good about yourself nobody will value you, not even your partners. 

There are times in our lives when we depend too much on that one person for all our happiness and ignore all other things around us. What we get in return is not the happiness but betrayal and sadness. The bitter truth about life is people you love the most can hurt you the most, sometimes knowingly and sometimes unknowingly. So its always better to love yourself first and be happy. As Albert Einstien said - If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things.

I have honestly decided to follow this because I have already started seeing the results from this theory since last few months. I have started to feel great about myself, people have started valuing me and believe it or not, a happy person is like a magnet, people want to talk to him/her and be friends with him/her. 

Between I loved that French guy in English Vinglish (Mehdi Nebbou) He is such a smarty :)

Priorities of life

Born on one fine Wednesday evening the first and the foremost priority in my life was to get food. Then started the chain of changing priorities in life. Then the next priority in my life was to get mother's attention. Then my sister was born after few years. I used to love taking care of her and used to show her around to my friends carrying her in my arms but I used to hate her when my mom used to shout at me as I might drop and hurt her. I adjusted myself to the fact after a while that now there is one more person in my mother's life and I might not get her 100% attention.

Midst of all these I was sent to school and I could not understand why my parents are leaving me between all these strange kids, wasn't one enough at home! But slowly I got adjusted and I actually started to like a few kids. As a kid I used to love coming to school as I was sharp in studies and teachers used to love me. At this stage of life my priority was to enjoy, play and not get scolded.

Slowly life moved on again and I joined a coaching institute, priorities changed suddenly. Now the main priority in my life to study, study and clear JEE. I did and was sent to college. At college I had to make friends again and the priorities for sometime got focused on becoming popular and getting recognition in the small world called college. I actually had a lot of fun at college and did everything that I desired for. Excelled in studies, got great placements, joined the sports team, fell in love and what not.

Finally joined the corporate sector now and the priority is mere to survive in this world all alone and to be happy, which I think is becoming next to impossible.

I don't know when will this end. I just don't want to have any more priorities in life. I want to live everyday life as it comes - new, refreshing and unknown everyday. Is it at all possible. No I don't think so. To meet the basic expectation that people around you have from me and to keep them happy, I have to prioritize each and every second of my life.

And truly speaking I hate it!

तेरे जाते ही

तेरे जाते ही जैसे छीन गयी इस चेहरे की सारी ख़ुशी
याद करके उन बीते पालो को
रो लेती हूँ कभी या जी लेती हूँ कभी
सोचती हूँ की क्या करूँ ऐसा
की मिल जाये तू वापिस पहले जैसा
फिर लगता है मुमकिन नहीं शायद अब ये
हो चुका है जो होना था
जा चुका है तू वहां जहाँ ना जाना मुझे आना था
राहें अलग हुई तो क्या
दिल तो सदा एक हैं
तब भी थे और अभी भी हैं
                   - अंकिता

That one person

A life should have

Few people to enjoy the special moments
But one person to make that moment unforgettable

Few people to influence the life's journey
But one person to turn it around

Few people to be taken care of
But one person to be possessive about

Few people to be taken for granted
But one special who is always there for sure

Few people to share your sorrows
But one person to understand them

Few people to fight with
But one person to understand that anger

Few people who depends on us
But one person who can't survive without us

Few people to live life
But one person to die for

Hope to find that 'one person' soon.

Life moves on

'Life moves on' I have heard these lines a 1000 times earlier in my life but now I truly understand what it means. I used to think that there are few people in my life without whom I would die. I was so scared that I even cried once or twice just thinking about that. But God I think has a problem with me, he makes me do everything from which I am scared of. And yes then came a day finally when one of my most favorite person decides to leave me. God I will never forgive you for this but yes I am surviving. It totally shattered my faith in people around me, I am scared to love again, I am scared to trust people again but yes I am surviving. I read the lines somewhere - Sometimes the person who can comfort you the most is the same person who made you suffer. So true. I cried my heart out for about 2 months but who was affected; nobody but me (again). 

            Suddenly one day, I got 3 phone calls from 3 different friends, to whom I have not talked to in months, they were worried that am I alright. I didn't tell them anything (I am the kind of person who takes a longgggggggg time to open upto anyone) but those phone calls gave me back the hope to live again, hope to meet someone good once again in life. I finally decided to forgive that person and myself for everything that ever happened and for everything that led us apart.But I am still angry with you God and I am not going to forgive you that easily. 

           Life truly moves on. It doesn't give you the options, just plays its part and leaves upto you that how fast you can accept the good and bad that has happened. I don't like it though but what option do I have. 

          I have somewhat accepted this as my destiny in last 2 months. I try my best to keep myself busy. I engage myself in some lost aspects of my life and in few things which I loved doing. I hang out with my friends and truly speaking I am getting better and better everyday though, I still miss that person and even cry at times. These days I am trying to forget everything negative that happened in my life and retain all the positives, I even try to find happiness in small things everyday. For example when a friend complimented me for my dressing sense a few days back, or when I talked to an offshore team member on phone and she said she loved my pics and wants to come to India, or when a butterfly came and sat on my lap a few days back and how can I forget when my cab driver complimented me that I am a good person by heart. These thing might not reduce the trauma that I suffered but make me feel special somehow. 

                                                 

Heart felt happiness

Have you ever felt happy, really happy when someone else achieved something. I did today. A very close friend of mine got through IIMs. It was one of those times that you truly start to believe in lines " Bhagwan jo karta hai ache k liye karta hai". I have seen this friend struggling alone through some really hard times without loosing  faith in god ever and now was his day when he could proudly claim these lines 'Meine kaha tha na mera bhagwan sab sahi karega".
Hats off to you buddy, you proved all of us wrong.
May all of us get through the difficulties of life in the same way as you did. You proved us wrong, you proved that god is like a mother who has to be harsh sometimes with her kids to teach them a lesson.

May god bless all of us.

Happiness.. that is lost somewhere

I can't even remember the last time I was truly happy, that's what I feel when I see other people fun pics on Facebook. Its been long when I let myself free or did something really crazy. I have forgotten how an adrenalin rush feels inside the body. I am bored of living this routine and non-fun life. Its just 5 days of office spent in front of the laptop waiting for the weekend to come and weekends spent doing non-sense shopping or sleeping around. All this might have given me the momentary happiness but nothing that could flush my face red or made my heart beat in happiness at least for a week.
Everyone in life has changed with time. Every relation seems so selfish. Although I meet a lot of people laugh and hang around with them but some where inside I know that if I disappear for sometime everyone of them will stop caring after some time.
Sometimes I think of leaving on a long voyage alone, with no mobile phones and no worries, a long voyage that will help me discover me, discover what is important in life and what is not; what I love and what not and may be I can also know what is true happiness and what I am living right now.

Some best moments in life

- To fall in love
- To finish the last exam of last semester
- To see an old friend again and realize that you were actually never apa
- To touch the fingers of newly born child
- Friend calling you late at night just to say ' kahan mar gayi hai ,yaad nai aati kya meri?'
- Walking alone on a silent road at night and listening to your favorite
songs.
- Sitting alone and just smiling, remembering some old crazy time when you cried for no reason
-Being alone in the house and listening to loud music
-Letting the rain fall on your face with face towards the sky and eyes closed
-The calm You feel inside when you Are near to God
-Bunking the classes just to roam around in the campus
-Sleeping with head on mom's lap
And many many more.....